Sunday, February 15, 2009

Fear

When I was little, I was scraed of most things, but there was one and particular that we can all thank my older brother for: my fear of Darkness. This happened when I still lived in Illinois and I was anywhere between 7 and 9 years old, I honestly don't quie remember. We were in our family room, which housed all of our video games. We had just got a new game for Christmas: Torok 4. We shoved it into our Nintendo 64 and began to play. Right away, I knew it was not going to be like the other torok games with dinosaurs and multiplayer mode; it was completely different. I bet the cut scene wouldn't bother me now, but it was pretty bloody and full of things my small mind couldn't comprehend. A scene in particular, the one that really did it for me, was when we were walking down in the sewers and ran into this old man. He was obviously scared and begged us not to hurt him. When he finally can to the conclusion that we were not aliens, he agreed to show us the way out of the sewers. He led us up a ladder and opened the latch to the streets, but right when he stuck his head out, he screamed and his body went flying; all you could see were his legs whipping back and forth. We let it settle down a bit before we climbed out and what we saw was the nice old dudes legs detached from his torso, which was still alive and lying in this massive pool of blood. You are probably wondering why this made me scared of the dark. That's because I watched this late at night, which my brother and I are notorious for doing, and it was night time in the game. Fear of darkness connects to our novel because they are in complete and total darkness at night with no protection whatsoever, and most of them are scared of the "beasties" that come out at night. Also, I have a fear of large bodies of water, due to the fact of watching my dad almost drown. So, considering that these boys are on an ISLAND, I think I would be pretty much screwed.

7 comments:

  1. That would probably make me scared of the dark too lol. i always feared the dark in my own room and had a night light and such. and i also have a fear of drowning cause i got caught under a boat when i was younger and it was reallly scary!

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  2. Ah I didnt know you live in Illinois once, so did I! I was also afraid of the dark and still am when I'm alone. I think that would also scare me!

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  3. wow that is interesting...i would say i would definately be afraid of the dark after that too =)

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  4. Ah, back in the day where we all thought that it couldn't get any more graphic than the N64. Those were the days.Anyway, I can totally see where that could freak someone, cause if my brother hadn't already been pounding the idea of horror movies into my brain at a young age, I would have been scared senseless over something like that.

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  5. yup that's crazy and i'd be scared too!

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  6. Nintendo 64 - that's a blast from the past! Thanks for sharing another prime example for humanity's fear of darkness!

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  7. Neat story! Sorry you're afraid of the dark :( Mostly I'm just crazy jealous that you have an older brother, though, lol! That's what I've always wanted.

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